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Saturday, November 21, 2015

“The random memories of a Mexican a girl”

It was just another Saturday morning in the San Fernando Valley. Living as a North Hollywood girl for five years already. My mom’s mariachi music woke me up at 6:00 am. Growing up with a Latin mom, I knew that loud music in the morning meant that we all needed to get up and start cleaning the house. Laying on my bed, looking at the ceiling, I decided to roll to the other side of my bed hoping to sleep a little longer. As I attempted to close my eyes again, I heard my mom saying: It is time to get up. As I got up and knelt down to say a little prayer to my Father in Heaven, I could smell from my room the clean floor from the living room. I enjoyed that familiar “Fabuloso Cleaner” smell that my Latin mom would always use. I started walking towards the living room when another smell caught my attention. It was mom’s delicious Mexican breakfast. As I got closer to the kitchen, my heart felt happy to see on the table warm delicious tortillas, queso fresco, fried beans, and eggs prepared in the Mexican style (huevos a la Mexicana). Mom saw me close to the kitchen and asked me to help her set up the table. I hurried and helped her, when you are Mexican, you know you don’t want your mom to tell you to do something twice. In less than 5 minutes my family and I were sitting around the table eating breakfast that mom prepared for us. We were all laughing and just enjoying each other. We would just talk about random things, perhaps nothing really important but, it was the feeling that I got every time I was with my family that made everything make sense. It made everything worth it, even the little things. I’m grateful for my family and for the things I was able to enjoy. How could I not miss my wonderful stepdad’s advice on how to be a hard worker? How could I not love my mother’s amazing sense of humor? How could I not remember my brother Alfredo teasing me all the time and our little play fights on how he never wanted to share his food with me? How could I not miss my little brother’s contagious loud laugh? How wonderful it is to have a family. How wonderful it is to know that these people truly love you, there might be arguments once in a while, but no matter what, your family will always love you and be there for you. It is a wonderful blessing to be part of a family. And I’m grateful for mine. 

- Karla Selene Torres Chavez




Please come back

It is three in the morning
And I’m just here thinking of you
Wondering if you still remember
All the memories of me and you.

I know I need to let you go
I know it is time to move on
I know you will never come back
Oh how hurtful it is to realize that.

I wish things were different
I wish you could come back
I would give my life just to see you
I wish you knew how much I miss you.

My life seems to be empty
Now that you’re not by my side
All I do is to think
That I love you like I will never love anyone else.

My love and my life
Please come back to my arms
I’ll do anything
To have you in my life.

Author: Karla Selene Torres Chavez. 


Tuesday, November 3, 2015

No puedo olvidarte, mi amor

Si es que algún día te tuve
Ahora si para siempre te perdí
Quizás fue el destino
O quizás mi inmadurez.

Di un paso hacia adelante
Y ya no puedo mirar atrás
No sé que fue lo que hice
No se porque lo hice.

No hay día ni minuto
En que yo no piense en ti
En que no quiera retroceder
En que no quiera tenerte junto a mí.

Ya no importa nada
Todo quedo atrás
Y aun si quisiera dar un paso atrás
se que conmigo nunca estarás.

Me pregunto si me extrañas
Aunque sea un poquito
Me pregunto si cuestionas
Que ya no este contigo.

Los días y las horas pasan
Y yo no puedo olvidarme de ti
Y tú quizás ni recuerdas
Que un día forme parte de tu existir.

De verdad quisiera olvidarme de ti
Pero parece imposible
No puedo amar a nadie
De la forma en que te amé a ti.

Arrodillada he pedido
Que un milagro pueda pasar
Que regreses y me abraces
Y que nunca te vayas más.

La realidad me ahoga el alma
El dolor inunda mi corazón
Pues no importa lo que yo haga
No puedo olvidarte, mi amor. 

Autor: Karla Selene Torres Chávez