El Amor es impredecible

El Amor es impredecible

El Amor es impredecible

nunca sabes quien te robara el corazon

te mire y no te encontre en mi ser

hable contigo y te volviste mi delirio

Amor quisiera poder besarte y abrazarte

pero tu ni siquiera captas mis señales

aveces quiero olvidarte

Pero el corazon me recuerda que solo quiero anhelarte.

Por favor corazon saca este amor de mi vida

pensar en el solo me causa dolor

el es una estrella que abre una herida

y necesito poder olvidar este amor.

Ojala supieras lo mucho que yo te quiero

quizas algun dia me confieses tu amor

Por ahora solo puedo recordarme

que necesito olvidar esta ilusion.

El Amor es impredecible

Mi querido gran amor

Sigue tu Camino

Aunque yo solo piense en tu amor.

Author: Karla Selene Torres Chavez 

14 days...

14 days till I'm gone :) 

Today I spoke with my mission President (President Alba). I just had some questions. He is really kind. I'm very excited to meet him and his wife. I have a picture of the both of them:

President and Sister Alba :)

HERMANA

I'm very excited, nervous too but I can't believe the time is really almost here and that my dream will finally come true. I really hope I can be a good missionary and give my best. I want to be a faithful, obedient, strong and loving missionary. Share what I know it's true with everyone that is prepared to receive this great and perfect gospel :)

This coming Saturday is my Mission Farewell (Mi Despedida) September 1st :) 

Well I have to go because I have to sleep. See you :)

Unreachable Star...

Hi :) Well yesterday I was writing another poem. I like writing a lot. It is the way I use to express how I feel. Anyways not details here but I wrote the poem in English so the grammar might be super horrible haha because I still need to learn more English but I hope it makes sense :)

"Unreachable Star"

I want you so bad

but so bad I can't have you

It hurts me so bad

because I truly like you

You are a dream that will never come true

but It's true that I only think about you

When I think of you

I am breathless

because you are so charming

and my soul feels restless

Why do I like you?

knowing that I can't have you

I was not lying

when I said I find you stunning

Trying you to avoid you

hurts me the most

because you don't notice

that I don't pay attention to you

Good-bye my impossible love

Good-bye my unreachable star

I wish I could reach you

I wish you could love me.

Author: Karla Selene Torres Chavez

22 days..

Hi :)
22 days till I leave. How I feel? I'm usually very thoughtful and I've been thinking a lot about the lessons :) especially about the Restoration and I've been thinking a lot about the book of Mormon. Why? Well because this is one of the first things you teach an investigator and the first impression is always very important and I want to be able to explain things in a way that people can actually understand me and feel the Holy Spirit because I will teach the investigators, but it is the Spirit who will testify them about the truth but I have to do my part by being ready to answer questions and to explain about this beautiful gospel :) 
I am very happy that I have the opportunity to serve a mission, I know the mission will help me in so many ways that I can't even imagine. I hope I will be strong and endure till the end of my mission and I hope I can be a good missionary :) 

I like you

Hi :) Well here's another poem that I wrote last night. This is my second poem in English. I usually write in Spanish because of course it is my first language and it is just easier for me but yesterday I tried and I don't know if it really makes a lot of sense haha but I hope you guys like it. 

"I like you"

I can like you

but I'm so afraid

because I actually like you

but you might not feel that same

Why is liking a person so complicated?

Why is caring for you so hurtful?

I wish I dominate it

but all i can do is to forget it

You are so charming

but I will never tell you

that you are very stunning

but i have to forget you

Your smile gives me butterflies

Your eyes make me feel in paradise

and your voice makes me realize

that you are all I really want

I wish happiness to you

Because I really like you

even when I will never have you

but i hope you know that I really like you.

Author: Karla Selene Torres Chavez.

28 days...

So yeah, I only have 28 days here in North Hollywood and then I will get to Santa Rosa. How I feel? Well, it's weird because I am very excited. My time is finally here and I can't believe it but at the same time I'm nervous too. I have waited for this moment since I was 15 years old and it's now happening so I just feel nervous but more excited of course. Life is great even though lately I've been a little bored. I'm basically home all the time (Cleaning, cleaning and more clean, oh and I clean too! LOL) cough, cough..anyways. I've been reading Preach my gospel and I feel that I've been learning more. I take classes every week by Skype with my super awesome teacher Carlos Gamez, he is a great teacher and makes me practice a lot which a like :) Well I hope I'll enjoy a little bit more of my time here in the San Fernando Valley. 28 days!! I get butterflies when I think that tomorrow it will be 27....aaahhh!!!! okay, okay!! Bye!!

Tus ojos cafes

Here's another poem that I just wrote :)

"Tus ojos cafes"

Siempre que te veo

me pones a soñar

pero después realizo

que tengo que despertar

Tus ojos cafes
me hacen sentir alrevez
porque son las dos cosas mas hermosas
que me hacen sentir mariposas
Me gustas mucho
y no puedo negarlo
pero también tengo miedo
que me hagas daño
Si pudiera te diria: Te extraño
y después te daría un abrazo
para después darte un beso
y finalmente decirte que te amo
Eres un amor
más se que no eres para mí
y aunque seas mi adoración
debo dejarte partir.

Author: Karla Selene Torres Chavez