Unreachable Star...

Hi :) Well yesterday I was writing another poem. I like writing a lot. It is the way I use to express how I feel. Anyways not details here but I wrote the poem in English so the grammar might be super horrible haha because I still need to learn more English but I hope it makes sense :)

"Unreachable Star"

I want you so bad

but so bad I can't have you

It hurts me so bad

because I truly like you

You are a dream that will never come true

but It's true that I only think about you

When I think of you

I am breathless

because you are so charming

and my soul feels restless

Why do I like you?

knowing that I can't have you

I was not lying

when I said I find you stunning

Trying you to avoid you

hurts me the most

because you don't notice

that I don't pay attention to you

Good-bye my impossible love

Good-bye my unreachable star

I wish I could reach you

I wish you could love me.

Author: Karla Selene Torres Chavez

I like you

Hi :) Well here's another poem that I wrote last night. This is my second poem in English. I usually write in Spanish because of course it is my first language and it is just easier for me but yesterday I tried and I don't know if it really makes a lot of sense haha but I hope you guys like it. 

"I like you"

I can like you

but I'm so afraid

because I actually like you

but you might not feel that same

Why is liking a person so complicated?

Why is caring for you so hurtful?

I wish I dominate it

but all i can do is to forget it

You are so charming

but I will never tell you

that you are very stunning

but i have to forget you

Your smile gives me butterflies

Your eyes make me feel in paradise

and your voice makes me realize

that you are all I really want

I wish happiness to you

Because I really like you

even when I will never have you

but i hope you know that I really like you.

Author: Karla Selene Torres Chavez.

Tus ojos cafes

Here's another poem that I just wrote :)

"Tus ojos cafes"

Siempre que te veo

me pones a soñar

pero después realizo

que tengo que despertar

Tus ojos cafes
me hacen sentir alrevez
porque son las dos cosas mas hermosas
que me hacen sentir mariposas
Me gustas mucho
y no puedo negarlo
pero también tengo miedo
que me hagas daño
Si pudiera te diria: Te extraño
y después te daría un abrazo
para después darte un beso
y finalmente decirte que te amo
Eres un amor
más se que no eres para mí
y aunque seas mi adoración
debo dejarte partir.

Author: Karla Selene Torres Chavez

No deberia...

Hello! Well, as I mentioned it before, sometimes I like to write poems so today I will post here one poem that I wrote on December, 2011.

"No deberia"

No deberia quererte

pero lo hago

Yo quiero olvidarte

pero no puedo

Eres importante en mi vida

aunque el aceptarlo me moleste

Me pregunto ¿Si me quieres?

Me preocupa pensar que no

¿Por que te quiero?

Ni yo misma lo se

Pero eres importante en mi ser

Despierto en la mañana pensando en ti

Me voy a dormir y sueño de ti

El haberte conocido cambio mi vida

No sabia que te convertirias

en lo que yo mas queria

No sabia que una mirada

pudiera hacerme sentir en el cielo

Ni tampoco sabia que mirar tus hermosos ojos

podria hacerme sentir en una montaña rusa

llena de adrenalina y de emociones dificiles de controlar

Si me preguntas si te quiero

te dire que no

pero tu sabras que miento

y que pienso en tu amor

Trato de disimular que me encantas

Pero no lo consigo

Y se que a ti te encanta

saber que me resisto

Ya no quiero amarte

lo que quiero es olvidarte

pero tu mirada no me ayuda

y esto se convierte en mi tortura.

Autor: Karla Selene Torres Chavez

My favorite scripture!

Yea, I know that I am nothing; as to my strength I am weak; therefore I will not boast of

myself, but I will boast of my God, for in his strength I can do all things; yea, behold, many


 mighty miracles we have wrought in this land, for which we will praise his name forever. 


(Alma 26:12)


This is my favorite scripture, there are so many scriptures to like because the word of God really gives us strength and comfort but this one just really touches my heart because I know, I know I am nothing but if God is with me and He helps me, I know I can do all things. That's why I really love this scripture :)

My favorite song!!!

Perdoname

(Pepe Aguilar)

Si piensas que te estoy haciendo daño,
En este mismo instante yo me voy,
Personas como yo salen sobrando,
No quiero ser la causa de tu llanto

Jamás pensé que amarte fuera malo,
La culpa es del maldito corazón,
Sobrado como potro desbocado,
Cayendo en los excesos del amor

Perdóname,
Por haberte lastimado sin querer,
Sólo quise cuidarte, mimarte, adorarte
Perdóname,
Por el abuso a tu persona, por favor

Quiera Dios que los años,
Te curen las heridas,
Que te causó mi amor

Jamás pensé que amarte fuera malo,
La culpa es del maldito corazón,
Sobrado como potro desbocado,
Cayendo en los excesos del amor

Perdóname,
Por haberte lastimado sin querer
Sólo quise cuidarte, mimarte, adorarte
Perdóname,
Por el abuso a tu persona, por favor

Necesitas un hombre
Que no sepa quererte,
Y ese no puedo ser yo

Ese no puedo ser yo

Just wanted to tell you all how much I love this song. It is maybe my favorite song in the world. I love everything about it...the lyrics. the singer's voice (so pretty), the music..just everything! Such a romantic song!

HERE'S THE SONG I LOVE: LISTEN TO IT :)

Your life can change in just a second...

Hello everyone! Well, it is not a surprise that I write on my blog once in a while. I wish I could write more fun and entertaining things but I guess I need more practice in this blogging world. Anyways. 
I just wanted to share to the world how I'm feeling right now. I think that I mentioned before that I was working in an awesome place called Road Runner Auto Parts. I was a delivery driver and it was amazing and super fun! But now I don't work there anymore because for certain reasons I don't have my car anymore and with no car I can't work there anymore and it really sucks because I miss my job so much! I never thought I would miss a job like I miss my job right now. It was really nice to wake up every morning knowing that I was gonna go to work but now it is weird and kinda painful that I wake up and I realize that I don't work there anymore, I wish I could go back and change that action I did that made me lose my car but that's impossible and we make mistakes so we can learn even when your mistakes will make you lose important and necessary things in life but I know that everything happens for a reason and well I have to continue!

A picture I took when I was working there :) Everyone is just awesome there, especially my bosses Eddie and Robert! 


Well, changing the subject a little bit...I don't know why but lately I've been listening to Pepe Aguilar a lot. I don't know his songs are just so romantic. He sings mexican music of course but I really like his style. Here's one song that I really like of him.

This song is just so romantic :) I totally love it! 


Anyways...see you later!

I am happy...

“This is my prayer for all of us—'Lord, increase our faith.' Increase our faith to bridge the chasms of uncertainty and doubt. . . . Grant us faith to look beyond the problems of the moment to the miracles of the future. . . . Give us faith to do what is right and let the consequence follow.” -Gordon B. Hinckley


I really like quotes especially lds quotes, they always inspire me to be a better person and tonight this one touched my heart because this is how I feel right now. 


I know I've said it many times but I have to say it again because it is just true. I am so blessed that I have the gospel in my life. It is such a great guide in my life. I know that without the gospel my life would be very very different and I know I wouldn't like that. 


Today I was analyzing my life and I have a lot of blessings and one of those blessings is my family. They are always there for me, especially my mom, I have to say that SHE IS AWESOME! SHE REALLY IS AN INCREDIBLE MOTHER! Sometimes I think what would happen if she wouldn't be with us anymore and I get terrified to even think about it. She is so important in my life! 


I want to thank God for my job! I just love it! Everyone is so nice, especially my boss! He is just amazing, he is always nice to me, I feel protected. He is always saying jokes and he makes me laugh, I don't know I just think he is a great guy and he has been like a dad to me at my job! And everyone is awesome there! I have to say it: I really really like my job! I feel happy when I go to work, when my alarm wakes me up in the morning I feel thrilled to go to work :)


I really have to thank God because I have all the things I need, God has blessed me so much and I want to say how much I love HIM because He is just AMAZING! 


And for all of that and more...I want to be a better person! I want to accomplish all my goals and give the world a testimony of God and Jesus Christ!


Well...Good night everyone!

You don't even know...

I really like you and you dont even know. 
You have my heart broken and you dont know that either. 
I wish I didnt like you the way I do 
I wish you were just another person, but sadly you have became very important to me 
and I know I shouldnt like you the way I do but this feeling is stronger than me. 
Why do I like you? Is a question that has no answer.
 The only thing I know is that when you look at me, I feel that my heart is gonna come out of my body.
An emotional uncontrollable roller coaster...
Who would say I was gonna fall for you? 
Who would know that your eyes were gonna drive me crazy? 
I feel sorry for myself, I feel hopeless, I wish you loved me, but you rarely look at me. 
I wish I could go and hug you and tell you that you are my everything,  
but I'm scared that things would not come out the way I want them to be. 
Maybe one day this heart will stop feeling love for you 
but for now I have to deal with this passion that is killing me.


Author: Karla Selene Torres Chavez

So I think I'm obsessed with...

JOSH GROBAN!

YEP! I really think I am and not because he is cute, yeah I have to accept he is kind of attactive ;) but because of his amazing and beautiful voice. I have always known he is very talented and that he has this powerful  voice but lately I've been listening to his songs and I'm just IN LOVE with his voice! I can't help it! 

Well changing the subject :) Tomorrow is church day :) Yay! Tomorrow will be the second time that I give a class to the girls and I love it, I just read the class and it is wonderful the things you can learn from the scriptures and the manuals :) 

FELIZ DOMINGO! 

Hello everyone!! Well...everything's has been alright! Not so much had happened in my life, just a few things. I lost my job like 2 weeks ago, so now I am looking for a new one. I am really sad I lost my job because I loved it, I don't know If I ever mentioned that I was working with the elderly and I loved it! I really like helping others and get paid by doing that it is just great haha :) Anyways. I really want to find another job because I want to continue saving money for my mission. Did I ever mention how much I would love to serve a full-time mission? Well, If you didn't know. That is one of my biggest dreams ever! I know that the Lord loves everyone of His children, I know that my Redeemer Jesus Christ lives and through the Prophet Joseph Smith, He restored his gospel, I also know that the gospel blesses people's lives, I know this with all of my heart, so why not to share that with the world? Plus I would be serving the Lord by serving others :). But to be able to do that, I need to save money, of course. So that's why I need to find a job and keep saving money. I really hope I'll find one soon, I just hope it's a job like the one I had before...it is amazing when you find a job where they pay good, treat you right, and you love what you do, but let's see what happens :)


Well, I also want to talk about today. Today was a great day but it was a sad day too. Two of my favorites missionaries who served in my ward just left. Elder Houghton and Elder Batschi. Both of them are amazing! And of course, my family and I will miss them A LOT! 
The reason why my day was great is because today Elder Houghton's family and Elder Batschi's family came over to my house. It was so great to have them over. They are very nice people and I am so glad I had the opportunity to meet such amazing people! So I would like to share some of the pictures we took today.

I really like this picture because all of us were together. 3 families in a picture haha! I just don't get tired of saying how nice they are...every single one of them! 

This is Elder Batschi's family. They are from Washington! They were very nice and kind all the time!

And...this is Elder Houghton's family!! Very nice people too, so kind and humble!! I will miss them a lot!! :) and they are from Texas!

Tiffany Houghton. Elder Houghton's sister! She is so pretty and nice. I am glad I got to meet her! :)

And of course, a picture with coolest missionaries ever! I will miss you guys!! 

Wendy is just so great!

Hey everyone! Well as my post title says: "Wendy is just so great" because it's true. I am so thankful I have such an amazing friend by my side. I want to congratulate her for graduating from UEI. Now she is a Medical Assistant and I'm happy for her because I know this is the start of all the work she will be doing to make her dreams come true and I know she'll make it :) 

Congratulations Wendy! You know that I love you and my family loves you too! Keep up the great work! :)