No deberia...

Hello! Well, as I mentioned it before, sometimes I like to write poems so today I will post here one poem that I wrote on December, 2011.

"No deberia"

No deberia quererte

pero lo hago

Yo quiero olvidarte

pero no puedo

Eres importante en mi vida

aunque el aceptarlo me moleste

Me pregunto ¿Si me quieres?

Me preocupa pensar que no

¿Por que te quiero?

Ni yo misma lo se

Pero eres importante en mi ser

Despierto en la mañana pensando en ti

Me voy a dormir y sueño de ti

El haberte conocido cambio mi vida

No sabia que te convertirias

en lo que yo mas queria

No sabia que una mirada

pudiera hacerme sentir en el cielo

Ni tampoco sabia que mirar tus hermosos ojos

podria hacerme sentir en una montaña rusa

llena de adrenalina y de emociones dificiles de controlar

Si me preguntas si te quiero

te dire que no

pero tu sabras que miento

y que pienso en tu amor

Trato de disimular que me encantas

Pero no lo consigo

Y se que a ti te encanta

saber que me resisto

Ya no quiero amarte

lo que quiero es olvidarte

pero tu mirada no me ayuda

y esto se convierte en mi tortura.

Autor: Karla Selene Torres Chavez

El amor que siento por ti

Hi :)
Well since yesterday I wrote a poem and it seemed that some people liked it haha I kind of got the courage to post some other poems that I wrote some years ago. So probably this week I will be posting my corny poems and love letters haha hope you like them or laugh about them haha 

"El Amor que siento por ti"

El Amor que siento por ti es fuego ardiente que quema mi pobre corazón,

este amor que poco a poco me esta ahogando en este mar de dolor.

Quisiera encontrar una forma, de alguna manera penetrar tu corazón

y habitar ahi para siempre

pero lo unico que abraza mi ilusión 

es la esperanza de algun dia saber que tu tambien me amas.

Esta espera por tu amor me esta matando dia con dia

y siento que mi ilusion se convierte en mi desdicha

¿Cómo hacerte entender que sin ti no tengo nada y contigo lo tengo todo?

¿Cómo hacerte saber que mi vida ya la he puesto en tus manos y que de ti depende mi felicidad?

Quisiera que supieras que mi amor por ti es verdadero

y que tan solo me basta escuchar tu voz para poder sonreir.

Y ¿Cómo poder olvidarte?

Si en mi pensamiento estas a cada momento.

¿Cómo poder olvidar tu sonrisa que consuela mi dolor y tu mirada que abraza mi alma?

¿Cómo poder despertar sin saber que mientras dormia tu habitabas mi soñar?

Este amor por ti ya se ha convertido en mi dolor

y si pudiera iria hacia a ti, te abrazaria y te confesaria este amor que ya no puede mantenerse en secreto

ya que este amor se ha convertido en mi pasión.

Lo unico que quiero que sepas es que yo ¡TE AMO!

Autor: Karla Selene Torres Chavez.

Your life can change in just a second...

Hello everyone! Well, it is not a surprise that I write on my blog once in a while. I wish I could write more fun and entertaining things but I guess I need more practice in this blogging world. Anyways. 
I just wanted to share to the world how I'm feeling right now. I think that I mentioned before that I was working in an awesome place called Road Runner Auto Parts. I was a delivery driver and it was amazing and super fun! But now I don't work there anymore because for certain reasons I don't have my car anymore and with no car I can't work there anymore and it really sucks because I miss my job so much! I never thought I would miss a job like I miss my job right now. It was really nice to wake up every morning knowing that I was gonna go to work but now it is weird and kinda painful that I wake up and I realize that I don't work there anymore, I wish I could go back and change that action I did that made me lose my car but that's impossible and we make mistakes so we can learn even when your mistakes will make you lose important and necessary things in life but I know that everything happens for a reason and well I have to continue!

A picture I took when I was working there :) Everyone is just awesome there, especially my bosses Eddie and Robert! 


Well, changing the subject a little bit...I don't know why but lately I've been listening to Pepe Aguilar a lot. I don't know his songs are just so romantic. He sings mexican music of course but I really like his style. Here's one song that I really like of him.

This song is just so romantic :) I totally love it! 


Anyways...see you later!

Aveces me inspiro...

Well just wanted to say that just in case you didn't know I like to write once in a while haha. Of course they're usually love letters, and I don't really like to post them here because I have to accept that they are pretty corny haha. But I like to write because that is a good way to express how I feel at the moment :) (I know I'm so corny and girly haha but that's just me, what can I say?) Anyways, I hope everyone had a great Christmas!! Mine was good, I was with my family :)

You don't even know...

I really like you and you dont even know. 
You have my heart broken and you dont know that either. 
I wish I didnt like you the way I do 
I wish you were just another person, but sadly you have became very important to me 
and I know I shouldnt like you the way I do but this feeling is stronger than me. 
Why do I like you? Is a question that has no answer.
 The only thing I know is that when you look at me, I feel that my heart is gonna come out of my body.
An emotional uncontrollable roller coaster...
Who would say I was gonna fall for you? 
Who would know that your eyes were gonna drive me crazy? 
I feel sorry for myself, I feel hopeless, I wish you loved me, but you rarely look at me. 
I wish I could go and hug you and tell you that you are my everything,  
but I'm scared that things would not come out the way I want them to be. 
Maybe one day this heart will stop feeling love for you 
but for now I have to deal with this passion that is killing me.


Author: Karla Selene Torres Chavez

I'm a terrible blogger!

Hello everyone! Well as you can see, it's been a while...
Life is just crazy sometimes and just like my title says, "I'm a terrible blogger" because I never have time to blog. Sometimes I look at my other friends' blogs and I wish my blog could be as entertaining as theirs, but oh well :) I guess it's okay.
Well I wanted to share that I am very happy because I have two amazing callings at church. I am a Seminary Teacher :) and they just called me to work with the Young Women as a 1st counselor.
I really like being a seminary teacher, of course like everything it has its advantages and disadvantages
The advantages:
-I am learning so much from the scriptures.
-I never thought I was gonna enjoy learning from the Old Testament.
-I am learning to be patient :)
-I am actually reading my scriptures everyday :)
-I feel like this is a great preparation for my mission so this is just a great blessing :)
Disadvantages:
-I have to get up at 5:00 a.m. everyday :( 
-You know dealing with teenagers is not that easy haha but hey I'm not complaining! I'm thankful for this! 

Just a few disadvantages...I can't complain too much when I have such a great blessing in my life :)

So, like I said they just called me to work with the YW and I am excited! There is a lot of work to do too, but the YW program is way fun so I can't complain either and I am also learning a lot. I know that I learned way too much as a young woman but now that I'm a leader I am learning more and I'm thankful that I have the opportunity to grow spiritually and of course I am thankful that I can be an instrument in the hands of the Lord to help HIS daughters :)


Well, I also want to say that in order to go on a mission I only need to wait 7 more months! So yeah, I'm really excited :) 


Another thing that I want to say is that I went back to school :) Finally! haha. Well it is not college but it is an adult school and you can graduate from short careers, like me, I am studying to become an office technician and in like 2 more months I'll be able to finish that and apply for a job :) and I hope I can get one because I still don't have a job and that really sucks :( (that is actually the only bad new of the month) Buenas Noches ;)


bye!

Exciting!

So I just wanted to share something that made me happy :) So I was discussing with one of my friends that I've heard a lot of songs with girl names on it but never with my name----> Karla :) 

My friend Juan told me that I was wrong because he knew a song that said my name but with C--> Carla and I was like who cares? It says my name and well that made me happy! :) 

Sooo I'll share MY SONG with you guys lol :)

hahhaha Have a good day everyone! :)