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Monday, July 9, 2012

No deberia...

Hello! Well, as I mentioned it before, sometimes I like to write poems so today I will post here one poem that I wrote on December, 2011.


"No deberia"

No deberia quererte
pero lo hago
Yo quiero olvidarte
pero no puedo
Eres importante en mi vida
aunque el aceptarlo me moleste
Me pregunto ¿Si me quieres?
Me preocupa pensar que no
¿Por que te quiero?
Ni yo misma lo se
Pero eres importante en mi ser
Despierto en la mañana pensando en ti
Me voy a dormir y sueño de ti
El haberte conocido cambio mi vida
No sabia que te convertirias
en lo que yo mas queria
No sabia que una mirada
pudiera hacerme sentir en el cielo
Ni tampoco sabia que mirar tus hermosos ojos
podria hacerme sentir en una montaña rusa
llena de adrenalina y de emociones dificiles de controlar
Si me preguntas si te quiero
te dire que no
pero tu sabras que miento
y que pienso en tu amor
Trato de disimular que me encantas
Pero no lo consigo
Y se que a ti te encanta
saber que me resisto
Ya no quiero amarte
lo que quiero es olvidarte
pero tu mirada no me ayuda
y esto se convierte en mi tortura.

Autor: Karla Selene Torres Chavez

Tuesday, July 3, 2012

The moment I decided to serve a mission! :)

Hello everyone! Well this post is related to my mission. I think I will be talking about my mission a lot!
Today I want to talk about the moment I decided to serve a mission and why?
Everything started when I was 9 years old. My grandma took me to The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints with her. During this time, I was living in Mexico City.
I fell in love with the teachings I was learning in church especially in "primary" and I decided to get baptize. What a beautiful day that was! Sadly, because of many circumstances in my life, I stopped going to church :(
When I was 13 years old my family and I decided to move to the United States and when we got here one of the first things I told my mom was that I really wanted to start going to church again. I don't know exactly why but it was something in my heart telling me that I needed to start going again.
My mom accepted and I gained a real and strong testimony of Jesus Christ and his restored gospel when I was 15 years old :) I fell in love with the gospel so much and I considered serving a mission but it was just a small desire I had.
One of the first people who inspired me to serve a mission were the wonderful sister missionaries. They were so kind, happy and good to everyone. Their example inspired me and I just wanted to have the opportunity to serve as well. But the moment I knew without a doubt that I wanted to serve a mission was when I was in seminary and I don't remember exactly what we were learning but there was one specific day that I just felt the Spirit very strong and I knew without a doubt in my heart that the gospel of Jesus Christ is true and that it has the power to change lives. I knew it and I couldn't deny it because this gospel was changing my heart. 
THAT'S WHEN I DECIDED TO SERVE A MISSION!
When I was 15 years old, I knew that I really wanted to serve the Lord. It became a goal that I really wanted to achieve. 
Years passed by and I never doubted about serving a mission. I tend to be very indecisive in life but for some reason I never felt like that when it came to serving a mission.

A picture of me when I was 15 :)

When I knew for a fact that I wanted to serve a mission :) 
(I'm even using my little "future missionary" tag) (so cheesy haha) 

The years passed by and...
THEN I TURNED 20 YEARS OLD :)

I only had to wait 1 year, I couldn't believe that after waiting 6 years I only had to wait 1 :) 
but that's when real trials starting happening in my life. But even though I suffered, I never doubted about serving the Lord. 
Anyway...then the process to get ready started :) 
This is when I started filling out my mission application :)
(March 20, 2012)


Then, I went to visit the dentist to check prices to have my wisdom teeth pulled out :) 
(April 3rd, 2012)
After checking a few prices, the day I finally signed so I could have my wisdom teeth removed
 (April 16th, 2012)

THEN THE DAY OF THE SURGERY CAME :)

I was very nervous, I even got a blessing from my bishop the day before because I thought I was gonna die haha (I'm a little dramatic, whatever!!)
(April 18, 2012)
During the surgery I didn't feel anything of course but after...oh my!! :) This time I only got 2 wisdom teeth out, I got the last one removed the week after. They only took out three wisdom teeth because one wisdom tooth I had it removed the year before.

SO FINALLY THEY TOOK OUT THE LAST WISDOM TOOTH :)
This happened on (April 25, 2012)

and this is how I looked the day after :) haha
My chipmunk face :)

But finally the dental part was over, then I had to go and do my physical test. I don't have any pictures of that though :(

But I was finally done with the part of the application I needed to fill out :) and my bishop Enrique Jesus Campos did so too. So I went to have an interview with my Stake President Melvin Gomez :)
I was very excited because I was almost there :) 
(May 20, 2012)

THEN...I TURNED 21 YEARS OLD :)
(Photo taken on June 2nd, birthday on June 3rd)

On June 8th, They send out my mission application :) and 2 weeks later I got it in the mail box :)
(June 21st, 2012)

AND THIS HAPPENED :)


I GOT CALLED TO SERVE IN SANTA ROSA, CALIFORNIA (SPANISH SPEAKING) AND I LEAVE ON SEPTEMBER 11TH :)

All the waiting was worth it, all I have to go through was worth it too. I still have to wait 2 months to go and serve my mission, the waiting is a little tough but God knows why :) 

HERMANA KARLA CHAVEZ
SANTA ROSA, CALIFORNIA
(SPANISH SPEAKING)
SEPTEMBER, 2012-MARCH 2014

Yea, I know that I am nothing; as to my strength I am weak; therefore I will not boast of

myself, but I will boast of my God, for in his strength I can do all things; yea, behold, many


 mighty miracles we have wrought in this land, for which we will praise his name forever. 


(Alma 26:12)