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No race can prosper till it learns that there is as much dignity in tilling a field as in writing a poem.



Tuesday, August 28, 2012

14 days...

14 days till I'm gone :) 
Today I spoke with my mission President (President Alba). I just had some questions. He is really kind. I'm very excited to meet him and his wife. I have a picture of the both of them:
President and Sister Alba :)

HERMANA
I'm very excited, nervous too but I can't believe the time is really almost here and that my dream will finally come true. I really hope I can be a good missionary and give my best. I want to be a faithful, obedient, strong and loving missionary. Share what I know it's true with everyone that is prepared to receive this great and perfect gospel :)
This coming Saturday is my Mission Farewell (Mi Despedida) September 1st :) 
Well I have to go because I have to sleep. See you :)

Friday, August 24, 2012

Unreachable Star...

Hi :) Well yesterday I was writing another poem. I like writing a lot. It is the way I use to express how I feel. Anyways not details here but I wrote the poem in English so the grammar might be super horrible haha because I still need to learn more English but I hope it makes sense :)

"Unreachable Star"

I want you so bad
but so bad I can't have you
It hurts me so bad
because I truly like you
You are a dream that will never come true
but It's true that I only think about you
When I think of you
I am breathless
because you are so charming
and my soul feels restless
Why do I like you?
knowing that I can't have you
I was not lying
when I said I find you stunning
Trying you to avoid you
hurts me the most
because you don't notice
that I don't pay attention to you
Good-bye my impossible love
Good-bye my unreachable star
I wish I could reach you
I wish you could love me.

Author: Karla Selene Torres Chavez



Monday, August 20, 2012

22 days..

Hi :)
22 days till I leave. How I feel? I'm usually very thoughtful and I've been thinking a lot about the lessons :) especially about the Restoration and I've been thinking a lot about the book of Mormon. Why? Well because this is one of the first things you teach an investigator and the first impression is always very important and I want to be able to explain things in a way that people can actually understand me and feel the Holy Spirit because I will teach the investigators, but it is the Spirit who will testify them about the truth but I have to do my part by being ready to answer questions and to explain about this beautiful gospel :) 
I am very happy that I have the opportunity to serve a mission, I know the mission will help me in so many ways that I can't even imagine. I hope I will be strong and endure till the end of my mission and I hope I can be a good missionary :) 


I like you

Hi :) Well here's another poem that I wrote last night. This is my second poem in English. I usually write in Spanish because of course it is my first language and it is just easier for me but yesterday I tried and I don't know if it really makes a lot of sense haha but I hope you guys like it. 

"I like you"

I can like you
but I'm so afraid
because I actually like you
but you might not feel that same
Why is liking a person so complicated?
Why is caring for you so hurtful?
I wish I dominate it
but all i can do is to forget it
You are so charming
but I will never tell you
that you are very stunning
but i have to forget you
Your smile gives me butterflies
Your eyes make me feel in paradise
and your voice makes me realize
that you are all I really want
I wish happiness to you
Because I really like you
even when I will never have you
but i hope you know that I really like you.

Author: Karla Selene Torres Chavez.

Tuesday, August 14, 2012

28 days...

So yeah, I only have 28 days here in North Hollywood and then I will get to Santa Rosa. How I feel? Well, it's weird because I am very excited. My time is finally here and I can't believe it but at the same time I'm nervous too. I have waited for this moment since I was 15 years old and it's now happening so I just feel nervous but more excited of course. Life is great even though lately I've been a little bored. I'm basically home all the time (Cleaning, cleaning and more clean, oh and I clean too! LOL) cough, cough..anyways. I've been reading Preach my gospel and I feel that I've been learning more. I take classes every week by Skype with my super awesome teacher Carlos Gamez, he is a great teacher and makes me practice a lot which a like :) Well I hope I'll enjoy a little bit more of my time here in the San Fernando Valley. 28 days!! I get butterflies when I think that tomorrow it will be 27....aaahhh!!!! okay, okay!! Bye!!

Monday, August 6, 2012

Tus ojos cafes

Here's another poem that I just wrote :)


"Tus ojos cafes"

Siempre que te veo
me pones a soñar
pero después realizo
que tengo que despertar
Tus ojos cafes
me hacen sentir alrevez
porque son las dos cosas mas hermosas
que me hacen sentir mariposas
Me gustas mucho
y no puedo negarlo
pero también tengo miedo
que me hagas daño
Si pudiera te diria: Te extraño
y después te daría un abrazo
para después darte un beso
y finalmente decirte que te amo
Eres un amor
más se que no eres para mí
y aunque seas mi adoración
debo dejarte partir.

Author: Karla Selene Torres Chavez

Monday, July 9, 2012

No deberia...

Hello! Well, as I mentioned it before, sometimes I like to write poems so today I will post here one poem that I wrote on December, 2011.


"No deberia"

No deberia quererte
pero lo hago
Yo quiero olvidarte
pero no puedo
Eres importante en mi vida
aunque el aceptarlo me moleste
Me pregunto ¿Si me quieres?
Me preocupa pensar que no
¿Por que te quiero?
Ni yo misma lo se
Pero eres importante en mi ser
Despierto en la mañana pensando en ti
Me voy a dormir y sueño de ti
El haberte conocido cambio mi vida
No sabia que te convertirias
en lo que yo mas queria
No sabia que una mirada
pudiera hacerme sentir en el cielo
Ni tampoco sabia que mirar tus hermosos ojos
podria hacerme sentir en una montaña rusa
llena de adrenalina y de emociones dificiles de controlar
Si me preguntas si te quiero
te dire que no
pero tu sabras que miento
y que pienso en tu amor
Trato de disimular que me encantas
Pero no lo consigo
Y se que a ti te encanta
saber que me resisto
Ya no quiero amarte
lo que quiero es olvidarte
pero tu mirada no me ayuda
y esto se convierte en mi tortura.

Autor: Karla Selene Torres Chavez

Tuesday, July 3, 2012

The moment I decided to serve a mission! :)

Hello everyone! Well this post is related to my mission. I think I will be talking about my mission a lot!
Today I want to talk about the moment I decided to serve a mission and why?
Everything started when I was 9 years old. My grandma took me to The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints with her. During this time, I was living in Mexico City.
I fell in love with the teachings I was learning in church especially in "primary" and I decided to get baptize. What a beautiful day that was! Sadly, because of many circumstances in my life, I stopped going to church :(
When I was 13 years old my family and I decided to move to the United States and when we got here one of the first things I told my mom was that I really wanted to start going to church again. I don't know exactly why but it was something in my heart telling me that I needed to start going again.
My mom accepted and I gained a real and strong testimony of Jesus Christ and his restored gospel when I was 15 years old :) I fell in love with the gospel so much and I considered serving a mission but it was just a small desire I had.
One of the first people who inspired me to serve a mission were the wonderful sister missionaries. They were so kind, happy and good to everyone. Their example inspired me and I just wanted to have the opportunity to serve as well. But the moment I knew without a doubt that I wanted to serve a mission was when I was in seminary and I don't remember exactly what we were learning but there was one specific day that I just felt the Spirit very strong and I knew without a doubt in my heart that the gospel of Jesus Christ is true and that it has the power to change lives. I knew it and I couldn't deny it because this gospel was changing my heart. 
THAT'S WHEN I DECIDED TO SERVE A MISSION!
When I was 15 years old, I knew that I really wanted to serve the Lord. It became a goal that I really wanted to achieve. 
Years passed by and I never doubted about serving a mission. I tend to be very indecisive in life but for some reason I never felt like that when it came to serving a mission.

A picture of me when I was 15 :)

When I knew for a fact that I wanted to serve a mission :) 
(I'm even using my little "future missionary" tag) (so cheesy haha) 

The years passed by and...
THEN I TURNED 20 YEARS OLD :)

I only had to wait 1 year, I couldn't believe that after waiting 6 years I only had to wait 1 :) 
but that's when real trials starting happening in my life. But even though I suffered, I never doubted about serving the Lord. 
Anyway...then the process to get ready started :) 
This is when I started filling out my mission application :)
(March 20, 2012)


Then, I went to visit the dentist to check prices to have my wisdom teeth pulled out :) 
(April 3rd, 2012)
After checking a few prices, the day I finally signed so I could have my wisdom teeth removed
 (April 16th, 2012)

THEN THE DAY OF THE SURGERY CAME :)

I was very nervous, I even got a blessing from my bishop the day before because I thought I was gonna die haha (I'm a little dramatic, whatever!!)
(April 18, 2012)
During the surgery I didn't feel anything of course but after...oh my!! :) This time I only got 2 wisdom teeth out, I got the last one removed the week after. They only took out three wisdom teeth because one wisdom tooth I had it removed the year before.

SO FINALLY THEY TOOK OUT THE LAST WISDOM TOOTH :)
This happened on (April 25, 2012)

and this is how I looked the day after :) haha
My chipmunk face :)

But finally the dental part was over, then I had to go and do my physical test. I don't have any pictures of that though :(

But I was finally done with the part of the application I needed to fill out :) and my bishop Enrique Jesus Campos did so too. So I went to have an interview with my Stake President Melvin Gomez :)
I was very excited because I was almost there :) 
(May 20, 2012)

THEN...I TURNED 21 YEARS OLD :)
(Photo taken on June 2nd, birthday on June 3rd)

On June 8th, They send out my mission application :) and 2 weeks later I got it in the mail box :)
(June 21st, 2012)

AND THIS HAPPENED :)


I GOT CALLED TO SERVE IN SANTA ROSA, CALIFORNIA (SPANISH SPEAKING) AND I LEAVE ON SEPTEMBER 11TH :)

All the waiting was worth it, all I have to go through was worth it too. I still have to wait 2 months to go and serve my mission, the waiting is a little tough but God knows why :) 

HERMANA KARLA CHAVEZ
SANTA ROSA, CALIFORNIA
(SPANISH SPEAKING)
SEPTEMBER, 2012-MARCH 2014

Yea, I know that I am nothing; as to my strength I am weak; therefore I will not boast of

myself, but I will boast of my God, for in his strength I can do all things; yea, behold, many


 mighty miracles we have wrought in this land, for which we will praise his name forever. 


(Alma 26:12)

Friday, June 22, 2012

Pre-mission feelings :)




Well, my mission call finally got here and I finally know when and where I'm going :) I seriously couldn't be happier, I've been waiting for this 6 years and it's finally here. This pictures were before I opened it. I opened the box mail at 3:50pm on Thursday June 21st, 2012 but I had to wait to open it until 9pm (same day) It was tough the waiting, it was a big temptation having it just right next to me and having to wait some hours to open it but I waited, I wanted my whole family to be there, my friends and the missionaries. It was a very special night and it is something I will never forget :)

But well, when I finally opened it...this is what I read: 


I WILL SERVE IN CALIFORNIA, SANTA ROSA MISSION (SPANISH SPEAKING) and I'm leaving on SEPTEMBER 11th.

YAY!!!!!!

I am really happy, the only thing is that I have to wait like 2 more months and that will be a little tough and I'm pretty sure it might seem an eternity for me, but at the same time I am thankful because that means that I have more time to get more prepared and to spend more time with my family and friends :)

The night I opened my mission call, my family from Mexico were in facebook waiting for my mission call to be read, my uncle Benito (who is a returned missionary, the 1st one in our family) was watching me by camera and when I opened it he told me a few words that just really made me want to cry, he got emotional too and he did cry. 

Well, I just want to say that I'm very happy. That I feel with a big responsibility right now and that I really want to be a good missionary and just really love the people I'm going to serve, and just do everything the Savior would do if He was in my place! :)

Tuesday, June 5, 2012

My favorite scripture!

Yea, I know that I am nothing; as to my strength I am weak; therefore I will not boast of

myself, but I will boast of my God, for in his strength I can do all things; yea, behold, many


 mighty miracles we have wrought in this land, for which we will praise his name forever. 


(Alma 26:12)


This is my favorite scripture, there are so many scriptures to like because the word of God really gives us strength and comfort but this one just really touches my heart because I know, I know I am nothing but if God is with me and He helps me, I know I can do all things. That's why I really love this scripture :)





Sunday, June 3, 2012

My birthday!

Hello everyone! Well this post is about gratitude. I am thankful for so many things.



  • I have the gospel in my life :)
  • I have my family by my side, especially my gorgeous and wonderful mother.
  • I have friends that are amazing.
  • I am thankful I am finally 21 years old.
  • I am thankful I can get prepared to go on a mission.
  • I am thankful that soon I will finally send my mission papers and I will finally know where I'm gonna go.
  • I am thankful I have good health.
  • I have amazing friends!!!
Well, I have so many things to be thankful for but those are the main ones. Yesterday I celebrated my birthday with my family and some good friends and it was great :)

The cake my mom bought me...so pretty :)




I had an amazing day! And today was great too (Today June 3rd is my official birthday) 

Thursday, May 31, 2012

My teeth!! :)

Hello everyone! Well I just wanted to say that I am very happy today because today at 10am my dentist finally removed my braces and even though I kind of miss my braces (just a little) I am very excited of how my teeth look :) 
So, right now I want to share with you all the progress of my teeth since the first day I got the braces...
So Here I go...







These photos are from the very first day I got the braces, I don't even have the bottom ones on these pictures. This was on March 2011.


The second month



This was like the 4th month.



Six months :)


8 months :)


1 year :)


haha my bulldog face when I had my wisdom teeth out :)


Just last picture with braces :)



And the moment more expected haha THE END of treatment May 31st, 2012.


Before
After 

Friday, May 18, 2012

My husband and all of my boyfriends! :)

Hello everyone! Well...This post will not surprise anyone since all of you know how I like to joke about certain celebrities, like when I say William "Papucho" Levy is my boyfriend haha so in this post I will present to you all of my boyfriends haha and the only celebrity who is my hmm future husband haha.


David Archuleta :)




Yeah I know. He is super cute and his personality is amazing :) plus he is a Latter-day Saint and he has an amazing voice and he is serving a mission...that's why he is my future husband LOL!! 


Ok, so I will continue now with my boyfriends...


William Levy :) who I call William Papucho Levy ;)




Aww! He is so handsome :) plus he is a really good dancer and he is CUBAN!  :) Ladies! Stay away from this man! LOL


Ok so my other boyfriend is Javier Hernandez :) Yes, my CHICHARITO!!




Well he is handsome too, and he is a soccer player :) from Mexico of course haha 




Next one? Well...Jaime Camil ;)




I know, I know, I know! He is a cutie!! LOL and he is super funny too :)


The other one, that I rarely mention but who is also in my list haha is Aaron Diaz :)




A lot of you ladies will agree with me that he is just so handsome!! :) 


Ok...so the next one is Paul Walker :)






Well the list can go endless but these ones are recognized by all of my friends hahaha


aahh by the way...Remember that we all have the right to dream LOL!! 


Have a good day!!!